rewatching all the videos i took today. *see title* Extravaganza was DOPE. Iration had such a great set, and then Snoop Dogg killed it on stage.
Friends don’t treat friends like that, they just shouldn’t. Today, there was no mutual respect, no acknowledgement of equality, no semblance of sympathy for the situation I found myself in. It’s so painfully obvious to me then, that we must not be friends anymore if you can shrug me off so easily. If I were to choose my biggest weakness, it’d be that I hold onto past pains and create grudges too easily. I recognize that, I do, but mark my words- I will never ever forget how capable people are of hurting each other. I will take the sadness that you’ve instilled in me, I will take the utter lack of support that you show for me, I will take the outright conniving and scheming behavior that you so willingly participate in right in front of my face and I will use them as examples to fuel me. I will strive for success, but not to show you that you were wrong or to prove that you should’ve liked me from the beginning. I know now that I’ve cared about what you think of me for far too long now; in fact, it’s why i’m so upset in the first place. I need not bother myself with the opinions of people I can’t even call friends anymore. No, instead I will do this for myself. I will show myself that I can rise above the dissent and the naysayers to show that the actions of others, no matter how hurtful or disrespectful or unfriendly, will never again affect the person I know I can be and the person I wish to become. I will live with love and respect. And if push comes to shove, then I will remove any source of bitterness from my life without a second thought. This is my mission statement, that is my truth. Don’t cross me without looking both ways.
&ILOVEYOUTOO<3
SPREAD THE DAMN WORD
WHOA
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